the bitterest pill

The Jam – The Bitterest Pill

So I have decided to take this post down for now. I know that I want to write about what it is like to co-parent my daughter with her father. But I am not sure how to approach it and keep it informative and not let it be an angry rant. Although an angry rant is a good thing from time to time. I just want to make sure that I am consistent in my approach. It is difficult to understand a lot of how I came to my points of view without the full back-story which is not what I want this blog to be about. But I think it is important to talk about as it is a part of my life. I lived in fear of talking about this stuff for a long time while I was in the court process, as everything I said (and often never said) was used against me. I don’t want to censor myself because someone else can’t deal with the reality, but on the other hand I want it to be productive stuff, not bogged down in the negative. Plus, I am able to see the baits and plaguing clearer now and frankly he loves to get a rise. So until I find the balance I am going to wait on these types of posts for now.

googled

Here is a list of some recent things people typed into their search engine and then linked to this blog. I am sure I am not the only one keeping a list of this stuff…but some of them are way too funny not to. Its just a little insight into what people are looking for out there. My favorites have an “*”

fucking ducks *
bodilly emotions
rockabilly caketopper
chad everett mediacal center
goon squad
my friggin wedding *
baby holds pinky toe down
dead lady tattoo
change a baby because has got a dirty nappy
lady tattooed face
momzilla
choppers
infomercial dry iron
skull lady liberty tattoo
bendy stick person *
painted ladies (many times)
bodilly emotions
body painted ladies
girls in leather in mud
can eleven year old ride bus alone
keeping things fair time spent wth gran
crazy lady face piercing
rockstar hairdos
body painted ladies
what the hindu symbol um mean
coparenting with ex from hell (many, many times)
maypoles
we love big girls
old ladies painted bodies
using a metal detector at island beach state park
coparenting week on
woman cooks daughters placenta
old ladies with tattoo sleeves
garuda tattoos
my teenager looking at my breast
can parents see your facebook